I am tired.
To be honest, the best thing that happened to me was the pandemic. I actually don’t know if that’s something that I should be saying, but it’s true. The pandemic, although, terrible, helped me to really start to think deeper about life and the future. Through out the pandemic, I taught myself how to sew, and even started a new business.
I started to look a little bit deeper than the surface and started to question my love of blogging, and influencing. I got tired of creating vapid and useless content, tired of chasing likes and looking for outside validation without any fulfillment.
When I started this blog almost 15 years ago, it was never to gain attention, or to make money. At the time I was studying Journalism & Communications and this blog was used as a vessel to practice my skill in a non conventional, authentic way. Some how, I strayed, trying to keep up with the ever changing nature of social media.
To be honest, I’m still confused as to where I want to take this space. I know this will always be my baby, and every time I make the decision to shut this space down, I simply can’t. I know that there’s something I have yet to achieve within this space and I owe it to myself to keep it going.
So, what does this mean? I will be honest, I don’t know! I am trying to figure life out just like yall!
I hope to continue to share my authentic experiences, share my newfound loves and things that generally make my world go round. I hope I continue to inspire you’ll on this journey.